When you prayed so hard for something you really want to God but you ended up not getting what you want.. The question lingered inside your mind, “Why?”
I was hurt, disappointed and just wanted to scream at God.. But I know I was just being emotional.. In the end I still turned to Him and asked for strength to accept His plan for me..
Truly I haven’t felt that kind of disappointment and heartbreak in a long time. When I didn’t get what I want especially you already worked really hard for it. It’s just so unfair and you just want to rant about it. But the truth is, I can’t. Because I still believe in His plan for me.
Moving on is the only thing I have to do now and try again later..
But most of the time, I would sit alone in my room and everything will come back to me again. I will sit there and feel sorry for myself. Remembering the heartbreak I felt. But I can’t do anything about it now. I just have to move on and woman up about it.