Me again! How long have I been gone? I really really miss writing 😭
What I want to write about today is the things that happened between me and my long-distance relationship boyfriend during our video call session last night. So, last night around 12 quarter, we started our video call session and we talked a bit at first. I was in a foul mood cause my emotions were torturing me. Plus I was still in my period and I was missing him like crazy yesterday. I missed him so much that I just cried during our video calling.
I took some time crying, while he kept comforting me. After I calmed down, we proceed to pray together as usual. We have been praying together at night during video call for about two months already. It has been our daily routine even though sometimes we couldn’t do it when we had other stuff going on or one of us fell asleep early.
After praying, I got sleepy, so I laid down on the bed while still video calling. So my boyfriend likes watching me when I sleep, the last night, he said this to me “I love you, I love you so much” and suddenly I saw his eyes got watery and his nose running. HE CRIED! I was like, 😯 and then I laughed. I couldn’t help but laugh. And whats funnier was, he got mad because he cried and I saw him. He was like, “Tidur kau!” “Teruk” 😂
It was actually the very first time I saw him vulnerable like that. And it’s funny how he tried to be angry at me because I laughed. I wished I could hug him that moment, but unfortunately, both of us are far away from each other. 😭
The long-distance relationship really is a tough journey for couples. Both have to like, fight and take efforts. If both don’t take any effort to make the long-distance relationship to work out, it will surely won’t last long. And yes, there will be loneliness, crave for their physical being, tears and fights. But, a long-distance relationship has something special where a normal couple doesn’t have. We have the emotional love we share even when we don’t see each other every day. Distance gave us the reason to love harder, right?
That’s all for now.